Letter of Resignation

22 Feb

Letter of Resignation
(On my third reading of Siddhartha by Hermann Hesse)

Is it really necessary
We live in this hut together?

Isn’t it enough
I gave you my clothes
For the privilege of tending oar?

Can I only find myself
In the eternal now of the river
Always flowing, but never the same?

Must I sit under that tree
For an entire week to find myself?
After a week, I should have found my navel by now.

Must I sit there to
Defeat my demons? Afterall, they are
At my heels no matter where I happen to be.

The lotus
Grows from mud, I know,
But I want a bath and clean soft towels.

Why can’t I find myself
In a club somewhere,
Meditating in the beat and the groove?

What about the
Constant flow of people and machines,
The never-ending now of the ever-changing traffic?

Why can’t I
Subdue my demons
Over a great meal or between olive thighs?

I resign.
Besides, Vasudeva,
You snore horribly.

1 Comment

Posted by on February 22, 2016 in Culture, philosophy, psychology, Religion


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One response to “Letter of Resignation

  1. indigobunting

    March 10, 2016 at 9:29 AM

    OK. I love this.


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